Why do I get myself into these situations?

So there is a guy that I flirt with at work all the time. He is this short little Indian man. I don't remember how it started but he tells me he loves me every time we work together. He winks at me, I smile at him, I blow him kisses, he asks me to marry him. I just thought it was funny and cute... UNTIL TONIGHT. Now I am terrified. What if he really thinks I love him (which I have never actually told him, BECAUSE I DON'T). He is just fun to flirt with, plus I tell him every shift that he is to short for me, BECAUSE HE IS.
What if he does some trick like gets me to brake a glass or tie and knot in a napkin which means we are married in his culture and I have to be with him the rest of my life... OH NO. What have I done??

Omni

I need to go to the doctor...

Last night and this morning my right arm is sore. There are no bruises but it hurts to touch.
I don't remember bumping it or banging it... Could it be a pulled muscle or something from yoga?? I hope so or else it's bone cancer...

Onmi

Automobile; can't live with one, can't live without one.

I was driving, hit a giant pot hole, got a flat tire. That didn't make me panic... that just made me annoyed.
What made me panic was thinking how/who is going to change the tire. The spare is in my trunk and I couldn't let anyone see what was in my trunk (garbage). So I started cleaning it out and I just shoved a whole bunch of papers into a bag and threw it in a near by dumpster. While I sitting, waiting for a ride I started thinking what all those papers could have been that I had just thrown out... Yup, this induced the fear. There was probably bank statements, check stubs, lots of personal info. WHAT IF SOMEONE STOLE MY IDENTITY? What if there was something really important that Ill need. I went back to the dumpster to see if I could easily grab the bag. It was at the very bottom so there was no way. Ill probably end up calling equifax, get some stronger protection.

Im not necessarily panicing but I am nervous that my car will be sitting on some street all night. I took out all my valuables but the car itself is a valuable. I really hope that it doesn't get stolen.
Pray for me!!!

Omni

Brain Tumor

For a week and a half I have had a constant headache that wouldn't go away. Tylenol didn't work, motrin helped a little bit. It was so bad that I had to leave early from work and couldn't stay at school for fear of fainting or passing out from dizziness. I was getting so concerned that I had a BRAIN TUMOR... what else could it be?? I called health link but they couldn't help because they aren't doctors. I went to a walk-in clinic where the doctor took my blood pressure and gave me a prescription for a stronger advil. I tried it for 2 days and it didn't work either. I finally got an appointment with my doctor who said it was tension headaches (this disappointed me because I was hoping for something more... curable). She suggested a massage and gave me muscle relaxants.
Well I took those last night and had a massage this afternoon and my headache is completely gone. I also received a blessing last night which also helped.
Now I am just worried that this will be my chronic problem and I will get these headaches all the time.
We'll see...

An imperfect smile!

I had braces for 18 months in high school. I cringe when I see pictures. The day I got them off was one of the greatest feelings of freedom! But there was a catch... I had to wear a retainer 24 hours a day for a month and then every night for the rest of my life. Well, I did wear it 24 hours a day for a month and then I started wearing it every night for awhile but gradually it decreased to every other night and then one night a week until finally I never wore it. I lost it for quite some time but during one of my moves I found it. I didn't really think anything of it (good thing I didn't throw it out) It doesn't fit anymore and I have been trying to notice if my teeth have moved at all. I know my bottom teeth have moved a little but I can't really notice any movement in my top teeth. I met a girl who had braces for the second time. THE SECOND TIME. I panicked. There is no way I am getting braces again. Its so much time and money and I think I already have a pretty good smile. I just don't want them to move any more. Some dentists say they could move back to where they were and others say its been so long since I've worn a retainer that they probably won't move that much more. I don't really know who to believe but I swear now I can feel them moving little by little.
I need to go to the dentist soon anyway so Ill ask him how much it would be to get another retainer.

Omni

Darkness...

Its New Years Eve and I'm at my Uncle's house. Im sitting watching Ice Age with some little kids and all the sudden its PITCH BLACK. The power went out at about 7:00pm. What was my first thought???
Y2K came 11 years late and 5 hours early. Then I realized that other houses around us still had there power so I knew it wasn't the end of the world. Then I started thinking about what we do if it was out all night... would we freeze? Would we not be able to eat anything?
Anyway... half an hour later the power came back on. We just blew a few breakers.

Omni

The Holidays!!

Ok, this is going to be a long one. Are you ready to hear about all the things I worry about over the holidays this year...?
1) Grades! I get so relieved once my exams are over and the semester is done but as soon as I get the email that tells me grades are posted for my classes, I can't breath. WHAT IF I FAILED? So, with sweating hands and my heart a racin, I log in and click on grades.... But good news, I passed!!!
2) Clogged Arteries! Everyone eats so bad during the holidays... right? Christmas Eve my family just makes appetizers like devilled eggs and spring rolls and stuffed mushrooms and we just snack all day. Well I ate so much that day and when I was going to bed I was scared I WOULDN'T WAKE UP Christmas morning. And thats just the beginning of the holidays... now its New Years and Im still eating so bad.
3) Getting in a car accident! My family and drove to my Aunt and Uncle's house about 5 hours away. It started to snow about an hour into the trip. Not very bad but I was scared it would get worse. No one in my family has ever been in a car accident and me and my brother keep thinking that means we are due for one. I drove the whole way day... white knuckled, hands at 10 and 2 the entire way. We made it safely but we are still here so we still have to make it home!!! Pray for me.

Omni